Monday, January 11, 2010

...and the rain falls

Only on day 11 now with my husband back to A-stan.
Yuck yuck yuck.
But day 11 may as well be day 136.
seems to never change.
Sleepless nights.

I find myself dying to get the kids rushed to bed,
tucked in all snug, hugs and kisses...
do a little bit of tidying around the house...
and then i sit.
and stare.
and think.
and mindlessly wondering around the net.
accomplishing NOTHING.

yah really.
night after night.

the empty bed just never seems to be calling my name.
so tonight i sit, and think of my many goals i am reaching for
right now,
and enjoying the sound of the rain.
So soothing...
but it gives no warmth.

Baby come home.

1 comment:

Ashley @ {Let Go, Laughing} said...

thinking bout you! i was just thinking the other day that you hadn't blogged in awhile and i was hoping you were okay but i'm sure you were enjoying time with your hubs and adjusting to him being gone again. hang in there and know we are thinking bout you and here for you!